E.G.H.O.N.G

is this the best it gets?

9 weeks!

It was the time we spent together.

It was the time that I love every single second I share with you.

It was the time that I enjoy every sickness and every pain just to know that you were there.

It was the time that I am so grateful since the day we were together.

It was the time that I can’t thank you enough to GOD for sent you to me.

Exactly 9 weeks you gave me joy, laughter and happiness.

I can’t (and won’t) replace those days with any other happy days in my life until GOD give me another you.

You, the one that I always wanted in my life.

You, the one that I always dreamed of.

You, the one that I would give up my achievements for.

Thank you GOD..

For that short but memorable 9 weeks in my life.

For reminds me how it feels like to have someone who always be there with me.

For another awesome moment in my life.

Goodbye my love.

Goodbye my lover.

Goodbye my life.

I love you.

ALWAYS!!

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Jumping The Broom [part 2]

Ini kali ke dua gue nonton dan nge-post tentang film ini. Kalau waktu itu gue ngebahas tentang hal ngga penting [soalnya dulu pas nge-post masih awal2 nge-blog], sekarang mau nyoba ngebahas lebih dalam lagi tentang film tersebut.

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Jujur atau aman?

Beberapa hari yang lalu, di TV gue nonton tayangan yang mengeluarkan pertanyaan: jujur atau aman?

Gampang-gampang-susah buat dijawab. Ada kalanya orang lebih miih untuk jujur meskipun (katanya) nyakitin, tapi ada orang yang lebih milih buat nyari aman.

Kita breakdown satu-satu deh coba ya..

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.2013 resolutions.

Sumpah! Rasanya kaya baru beberapa bulan yang lalu gue ngepost tentang resolusi gue di tahun 2012. Sekarang, gue udah nulis lagi tentang resolusi di 2013. Masih ngga nyangka (tapi tetep bersyukur) gue bisa survived melewati 2012 dengan segala kondisi. Seneng dengan pernikahan sahabat & teman2 deket. Seneng sama sahabat yg bakal punya anak. Seneng business kecil2an gue & sahabat mulai berkembang. Dan kesenangan2 lain yang terlalu banyak gue rasain sampe gue ngga berenti buat bersyukur atas semua itu.

2012 menjadi tahun yang …… apa yaah? Pokoknya menarik lah buat gue. Lengkap dengan drama yg ada di dalamnya. *well, we’ll never be able to get rid of those (drama) for our life, huh?*

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…always…

I always remember the kiss, where our lips raw with love.
I always remember how you gave me everything you had.
I always remember how I offered you what was left of me.

I always remember my small room.
I always remember the feel of you there.
I always remember our breakfast, our nights.
I always rememver our bodies spilled together.
Sleeping….
I always remember my leg, your leg.
I always remember my arms, your arms.
I always remember your smile and the warmth of you who made me laugh again.

I always have..
I always will..

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Be it!

Sometimes people don’t understand on what I’m dealing with. And I don’t care!

I don’t care about those people who think negatively about my relationship with him. Because they don’t feel it.

I wasn’t afraid of people who are desperately trying to destroy my relationship with him.

Because the only thing I fear the most is, when I open up my eyes in the morning, and know that he isn’t loves me anymore.

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Hanya…

Aku selalu berfikir kalau semua orang bisa berubah.

Aku selalu befikir kalau semua orang berhak mendapatkan kesempatan kedua.

Aku selalu berfikir kalau keadaan bisa membaik tanpa kehadiranku.

Memang semua orang pasti bisa berubah.

Memang semua orang berhak mendapatkan kesempatan kedua.

Memang keadaan bisa membaik tanpa kehadiranku.

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Still.. can’t thank you enough!

Alhamdulillah!

I can’t stop being grateful for what I have.

Alhamdulillah masih punya umur sampe detik ini. Masih bisa ngerasain & ngumpul sama keluarga tanpa ada anggota yang berkurang di Lebaran kemarin.

Masih bersyukur (dan ngga nyangka) bisa punya perusahaan berdua sahabat di umur gue yang masih belia ini. :D

Dan baru bener2 ngerasain yang namanya rejeki itu ngga akan kemana2.

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ex(s)

Pasti banyak yang akan ngecengin post gue ini deh. Karena judulnya.

Gue berterima kasih karena punya mantan yang lebih dari 1. Gue jadi banyak belajar beraneka ragam hal tentang cowo. Mulai dari kebiasaan, kesukaan, ke-temperamen-an sampe kecemburuan mereka yang kadang bikin kesel tapi kadang malah bikin ketawa sendiri.

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